[Killua listens, but looks confused. how is it Blue's fault? he regrets...being abandoned? he didn't respond to Blue—?
is he...mad at Blue, or something? he definitely feels like he's missing some info.]
Um.
[...and Killua realizes, he has no experience with friendship. not really. just Gon. and they never...
Killua straightens, his gut twisting with guilt, mind suddenly racing. he had to, for a number of reasons... but it was also because of his own design, and his own intentions.
Killua had turned his back on Gon. he'd responded to Gon's messages less and less, unable to bear the sitting ache in his heart, the sticky confusion and remorse.]
Do you— [Killua knows he probably should be careful. he would hate if anyone asked questions about it, in Blue's shoes. but. it's bothering Blue, right? the missing piece. and also—]
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is he...mad at Blue, or something? he definitely feels like he's missing some info.]
Um.
[...and Killua realizes, he has no experience with friendship. not really. just Gon. and they never...
Killua straightens, his gut twisting with guilt, mind suddenly racing. he had to, for a number of reasons... but it was also because of his own design, and his own intentions.
Killua had turned his back on Gon. he'd responded to Gon's messages less and less, unable to bear the sitting ache in his heart, the sticky confusion and remorse.]
Do you— [Killua knows he probably should be careful. he would hate if anyone asked questions about it, in Blue's shoes. but. it's bothering Blue, right? the missing piece. and also—]
Do you... know why he grew distant...?