[Killua's well aware that Blue is acting different, so he wonders if he really will tell Red. he gets that. he thinks of the unkind things he suffered from Gon, knowing that Gon wasn't himself because of his emotions. man, NGL was just a bunch of ass.
so, no judgement.]
If you want to tell him... you want to be friends again with him, right?
...It sounds difficult. Gon and I have only known each other for a couple years... and even so, I can't imagine what that's like.
[even though he began to facilitate the distance between them. he had to. it wasn't healthy anymore. but here they were again, living together... even in the same room. without Alluka, or Killua's promise to Bisky applying to leave Gon until he was stronger, since they were in a whole different world...
he's just right back on his bullshit with Gon. and he remembers what he wouldn't let himself miss every day, now. how much he missed Gon. and their friendship was still so young in comparison to Blue's and this guy's?]
no subject
so, no judgement.]
If you want to tell him... you want to be friends again with him, right?
...It sounds difficult. Gon and I have only known each other for a couple years... and even so, I can't imagine what that's like.
[even though he began to facilitate the distance between them. he had to. it wasn't healthy anymore. but here they were again, living together... even in the same room. without Alluka, or Killua's promise to Bisky applying to leave Gon until he was stronger, since they were in a whole different world...
he's just right back on his bullshit with Gon. and he remembers what he wouldn't let himself miss every day, now. how much he missed Gon. and their friendship was still so young in comparison to Blue's and this guy's?]